Sometimes in our lives we keep running harder n harder to find answers to difficult questions... and once we get them , soon we realise ... finding answers to the most simple questions is actually more difficult... :)
Today we were having lunch at our canteen and suddenly Gautam as usual with his joke of the day started narrating some story of his weird friend...and i herd him saying what his friend asked him when he was knocked out after some shots of vodka...,"who am i ? who am i and what am i doing in life?"
Seriously sometimes in our life we just run ..run behind answering the most difficult questions, equations...managing the balances...but we get knocked out when someone asks us simple questions... who are u? what are here for?
To run behind the best engineering college , that perfect job, the best car in market, the perfect house, get the right partner.... we just run run behind these things and forget of what we are ... what is it that we actually want in life...?
Did i plan my life like this? did i want it to be like this... or have i started accepting it the way it is....
These simple questions are really difficult to answer.. The other day my cousin was asking the kid of our family friend ... of what you wanna be , when u grow up... and i was just thinking... seriously man ... i never planned to be a banker ever... i never planned to be in equity market... it excited me.. but i never wanted it ... i just wanted to create somthg and take it to a level no one ever has taken it...to be there at the top and be a part of the cream de cream... where i ll have some unique quality and people will come to me to learn it use it take it...
so its difficult as i said to answer the simple questions in life , "who am i?" and "what i am here for?"
I think all of us should just pause a minute in our daily routine and ask ourselves ..."what am i doing? i this the plan...? how long can i just fake that i enjoy what i am doing... just be real boss... do what i want and the way i want it..!"
